There are numerous reasons as to why I'm leaving. There are some reasons which are because of members. I am not revealing who they are. If asked, I will say "No." (Ian, before you say it's you, I legitimately mean that it is not you. Once more, in any way, shape, or form. So do not blame yourself.)

But there are also other factors which are personal. I have a part-time job, where I occasionally get full-time hours. However, my pay is shit. I can barely afford rent these days. Even with my girlfriend. We both have part-time jobs. So it's a struggle. I've been looking for a second part-time job or a full-time job to replace it (Hell, I was the top candidate for a bank which would have been full-time. But I couldn't get to where the training area was, so I couldn't take the job. If I had gotten it, everything would have been beautiful.) There is no place in my immediate area that is hiring. I don't have a car, so I have to take the bus. Which means it needs to be close. So needless to say, I'm stressing the fuck out. Unless I ask my parents for assistance, we probably won't make rent this month, to be honest. And our fridge remains empty. That's how bad it is.

So I'm falling back into my depression. And this site is taking a toll on me. Especially the fed. I need some time to clear my mind and hopefully get everything straightened out. But if we maintain on the path that we're on now, me and my girlfriend are going to end up homeless.

There you go.

If the site and some members are stressing me out, I should leave. It won't help anything. It'll just make me an even bigger asshole/dick.